Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind


So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again


I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life



the loneliness



sentosa with dear was cancel.
T_T
cus she had a hard time at sengkang just now.
T_T
but at least i did went out with her afterall.
(: (: (:



woke up quite late,
missed out slayer's 5Aside soccer match at bishan.
but at least wenloong's side made it to q-finals, while jiahao's went into semis.
oh well, guys did us proud (:



was mahjonging in the afternoon before meeting dear at dg.
i won. (:
and this is the last sunday i will be mahjong-ing with kim.!!
omgggggggggggggggg.
he is enlisting this saturday ; 1 day after me hitting 20.
i bet i gonna miss him... less one kaki to mj on sunday afternoon.
): ): ):



there's something that slipped out of my mind,
july is coming in few weeks time.
RAH!!
gran going back china, leaving no one else to take care of cyber.
poor doggie, and i heard mum is voluntary babysit cyber for 1 month,
that makes me think i am shifting to amk to stay for that 1 month.



&
during this one month, either i am eating out OR ELSE, i am going to stick deadly with mum's bland cooking.
oppps!
omggggggggggg
i will miss gran's egg, i mean the eggs she cook for me.
MY GOD!
RAH!!!



suppose to catch a movie at plazasing.
but she say the movies are so dead.
so we ended up shopping.
got myself a top from springfield, a belt from esprit and a dvd (:
and i was like telling her, if only we had went sentosa -cycling.
T_T




met andy at amk.
so sweet of the guys to buy me such a nice birthday present.
(:
thanks slayers.



reached home,
and i am alone in the house.
mum&dad werent home then..
stuck with what's for dinner.
rang yulong, he said i should have call earlier.
i am so dead lazy to walk out of the house, searching thru net what's offer for delivery..
mosburger ; called but their delivery session ends at 6pm.
pizzahut ; sick of it. & it gonna take at an hour to reach, and i'm sure i cant finish.
pastamania ; not avaliable at semb.
kfc ; forget it.
mac ; so reluctant but that was my last resort.




i find it quite comical/hilarous when i display my msn name this way,

seems like 6people msn-ed me and say this,
yes you have neglected me..
oh well,
i dont think i have neglected my beloved cousin daryl,
nor karen my 师夫,
nor my eviltwinbrother royson,
nor sheena my junior,
needless to say the princessy twinsister of mine NICOLE ONG,
and lastly RINAHOWSHIYING!
omggggggggg, when did i ever neglect you all??



oh well,
was talking to casey the other night,
he said i have the tendency to neglect my love ones.
do i really?
oh well...


omgggggggggg,
i am sneezing like hell here infront of the com...
who on earth is missing me man!?
LOL.
opps :X




yet another day past,
there's training tomorrow in the evening,
most likely going early to bowl a couple of games.
(:
please anyone, just anybody
do remind me to bring my white tape to bowl tomorrow.
thumb swollen as usual ; my middle finger's turning ugly.
): ): ):




#stubborn